Today is my birthday and I have received some lovely cards from family and friends but sadly my thoughts this year are of the one card that I will not receive. Yesterday my sister Pat, friend Fiona and I went by coach to London, to see a show at the Palace Theatre. As we passed the Tower of London, memories of Paul and the happy day that Liam, Ross and I spent there with him almost two years ago made me quite upset. I miss him more as each day goes by. I'm spending today at my friend Rosemary's home in Colchester, which I am looking forward to. She is taking me out to lunch for my birthday. We have lots to catch up on as I haven't seen her for ages, apart from a short chat at Paul's funeral.