"My Feelings In Verse" by Jill. People ask me how I am, I smile and say "OK" But the emptiness I feel inside is with me every day. Putting on a brave face at times is hard to do. I'm missing Paul so very much, I struggle to get through. I tell myself that Paul would say, "Please Mum, don't be sad". But I miss so much the special love and friendship that we had. I miss our chats over the phone, sometimes quite late at night. If only we had a magic wand, we'd have put the world to right. Friends offer words of comfort, "Time helps to ease the pain". But right now my only thought is, I won't see my Paul again.